Welcome To My Life ~~ Kenny

First Outing With Nilai Frenz ~~

2006-10-22T08:39:00.000-07:00

Hey all, finally i got the time to update this blog all due to the assignments and presentation. Now is Deeparaya so i got some free time to update everything eventhough it is alot but its ok cuz i know u guys have been waiting for some updates right?? Hehe.. Firstly i want to share is my life when i first get into Nilai International College, it was kinda boring at first and havent had much frenz.. i know its normal.. hehe.. as time goes by i tend to get lots of new frenz from classes and colleges itself which is like it juz came to me.. haha.. maybe i am too friendly??. i duno.. hehe.. but one thing i wan to thank God is that i met many great and cool frenz in orientation and in classes.. My first close fren in nilai is Andrew which i met him from orientation night as we started talking alot of things and that makes our friendship better.. hehe.. as time goes by, i get to know new close frenz as u can see in the pics.. hehe.. they are also my group prensentation members for my business subject.. and they are great people because they are really friendly and they help each other in every way.. wat are frenz for right ?? .. haha .. as u can see the pics above is our first outing together when we get to know each other.. the outing was great and fun.. not to forget our buddy driver is the one driving us around with his BMW 3 series.. haha.. khuan don marah k if i promote ur car .. haha .. our outing this time is going to Mydin which is a hypermarket cuz we need to go buy some daily products and vicky as u can see in the pic is the girl on the left and the right one is mitchelle.. hehe .. sry for the late introduction.. haha .. anyway .. we not onli went to mydin but we actually got lost trying to find some places we don need to go.. haha.. abit gila right?? .. No problem, Find Problem.. haha.. but seriously wit this first outing i really had close frenz to hang out.. and this just the beginning.. there is lots of outing more.. haha.. anyway that all for this post cuz i need to start writing the other post that is in line.. haha.. take care and love you all.. cheers~~ (with water)

Mariah Carey ft Joe - Thank God I Found You

2006-09-04T21:37:00.000-07:00

I Would Give Up Everything
Before I'd Separate Myself From You
After So Much Suffering
I've Finally Found Unvarnished Truth
I Was All By Myself For The Longest Time
So Cold Inside
And The Hurt From The Heart It Would Not Subside
I Felt Like Dying
Until You Saved My Life

Thank God I Found You
I Was Lost Without You
My Every Wish And every Dream
Somehow Become A Reality
When You Brought The Sunlight
Completed My Whole Life
I'm Overwhelmed With Gratitude
Cause Baby I'm So Thankful I Found You

I Would Give You Everything
There's Nothing In This World I Wouldnt Do
To Ensure Your Happiness
I'll Cherise Every Part Of You
Because Without You Beside Me I Can't Survive
Don't Wanna Try
If You're Keeping Me Warm Each And Every Night
I'll Be All Right
Cause I Need You In My Life

Thank God I Found You (I'm Thanking You)
I Was Lost Without You (So Lost Without You)
My Every Wish And Every Dream (Every Dream, Every Dream)
Somehow Become Reality
When You Brought The Sunlight (Brought The Sunlight)
Completed My Whole Life
I'm Overwhelmed With Gratitude
Cause Baby I'm So Thankful I Found You

See I Was So Desolate
Before You Came To Me
Looking Back I Guess It Shows
That We Were Destined To Shine
After The Rain To Appreciate
The Gift Of What We Have
And I'd Go Through It All Over Again
To Be Able To Feel This Way

Thank God I Found You
I Was Lost Without You (Lost Without You Baby)
My Every Wish And Dream
Somehow Became Reality
When You Brought The Sunlight
Completed My Whole Life (Whole Life)
I'm Overwhelmed With Gratitude
Sweet Baby I'm So Thankful
I Found You

Thank God I Found You
I Was Lost Without You
I'm Overwhelmed With Gratitude
My Baby I'm So Thankful
I Found You

I'm Overwhelmed With Gratitude
My Baby I'm So Thankful I Found

Thank God i found you .. but i lost you and i learnt my lesson .. you will always be my sunlight

The Sad And Unique Merdeka Eve ~~ Haha

2006-09-04T20:51:00.000-07:00

Lol .. i cant believe i am posting this also .. yea i know .. ahaha .. but its ok la .. this blog is my diary .. so i am going to share wit u all the experiance i had during my merdeka eve .. hehe .. well we were going to celebrate our merdeka and during the journey .. it was terribly dark .. i was driving and we actually hit something and didnt know wat izzit .. so we open the window and we smell petrol .. and right away .. we were kinda panic cuz wat we are dealing here is something very dangerous and if someone juz throw something flammable .. sure KO di .. so we decided to stop and see how is the situation and we found out the petrol tank is leaking .. and thank God .. my car got AAM .. so i called the AAM and they send the tow truck .. another thing is that .. it was kinda like ilyas's fren .. well roy and i was in the car that is being towed and it was so jumpy .. as for ilyas was in front wit his fren that is towing the car .. so the journey was long and guess wat .. our merdeka was right in front of my house cuz we reach sharp 12 a.m .. firstly i wan to say sorry to ilyas and roy for spoiling the whole celebration and another thing is that i also spoil the special moment for ilyas becuz he wanted to express his feelings to elynn(wonder women) which he is terrible at .. i also cant believe he waited months for this moment but ending up in this kind of situation .. sorry man .. my bad .. hehe .. well .. back to it we actually paid an amount but we paid at a very cheap rate becuz of merdeka and ilyas's fren .. so this is one experience that i will never forget .. hehe ..

Babyface - Nobody Knows It But Me

2006-09-04T18:29:00.000-07:00

Yeah

Wish I Told Her How I Feel
Maybe She'd Be Here Right Now
But Instead

I Pretend That I'm Glad You Went Away
These Four Walls Close In More Everyday
And I'm Dying Inside
And Nobody Knows It But Me

Like A Clown I Put On A Show
The Pain Is Real Even If Nobody Knows
Now I'm Crying Inside
And Nobody Knows It But Me

Why Didnt I Say
The Things I Need To Say
How Could I Let My Angel Get Away
Now My World Is Just A-Tumbling Down
I Can See It So Clearly
But You're Nowhere Around

The Nights Are Lonely
The Days Are So Sad
And I Just Keep Thinking About
The Love That We Had
And I'm Missing You
And Nobody Knows It But Me

I Carry A Smile When I'm Broken In Two
Now I'm Nobody Without Someone Like You
I'm Trembling Inside, And Nobody Knows It But Me
I Lie Awake, Its A Quarter Past Three
I'm Screaming At Night
As If I Thought You'd Hear Me
Yeah My Heart Is Calling You
Nobody Knows It But Me

How Blue Can I Get
You Could Ask My Heart
But Like A Jigsaw Puzzle Its Been Torn All Apart
A Million Words Couldnt Say Just How I Feel
A Million Years From Now You Know I'll Be Loving You Still

The Nights Are Lonely [Nights Are Lonely]
The Days Are So Sad [Oh So Sad]
And I Just Keep Thinking About
The Love That We Had
And I'm Missing You
And Nobody Knows It But Me

Tomorrow Morning I'll Hit The Dusty Road
Gonna Find You Wherever, Ever You Might Go
I'm Gonna Unload My Heart
And Hope You Come Back To Me

[Said When The Nights Are Lonely]
The Nights Are Lonely
[Since You've Been Gone Away]

Yeap .. Its true .. well .. nobody knows it but me .. it is always in my heart ..

Emerge + Merdeka = Emergeka !!!

2006-09-01T04:10:00.001-07:00

Hey! Hey! Hey! .. Emerge Conference 2006 in sunway convention center was superb !!! it juz gets better and better every year .. those who didnt come or couldnt come .. don be sad ya .. it juz that u miss the most happening place on planet earth !!.. hehe .. don worry .. wit the pics that i posted .. will let u see how the place is and how cool is the conference .. as u can see that the crowd was massive .. more and more ppl juz filling up and packing the whole sunway as it was so hard for me to find parking there .. Amen!! .. hehe .. as i was there early i already can see so many ppl outside the conference lining up to go in and those who are interested to buy the cds from chc singapore .. those cds was so good .. around 7.30 the door begin to open to everybody and the ushers was so busy ushering everybody as they juz keep coming in cuz they juz cant wait to go into the hall to get the best sit and view which is near the stage .. the stages and the places was decorated beautifully, not to forget the lighting was great wit nice tone of colours .. hehe .. as everybody is sitted and the clusters too .. the service started and here it is the man of God which is Rev.Pastor Khong went up to start the announcement and sharing the experiences to all of us .. it was great .. the next thing is our very own beloved pastor kevin went up and give an offering challenge .. the offering challenge was such an impact which i even gave all that i have in my wallet .. right after the offering i have no money at all .. but its ok cuz i know God will bless me and will not short change us right ? well, the worship started and the presence of God was juz so real to everybody and ppl started to lift up their hands to worship unto the Lord .. the band of chc singapore rocks!! and they are good becuz they know the timing and bringing up the atmosphere when crowds get tired and slowing down .. before i forget everybody was worshipping for one and a half hour solid non stop .. cool huh ?? .. hehe .. after praise and worship .. its time for the event and performance .. the dancer from chc singapore and our very own dancer contestants that took part in the emerge also perform and each of those team was funky, cool and skillful !! hehe .. when all the events, performance and prize giving(after me taking the medal) finish .. haha .. Rev. Khong fill us wit the word of God and wat impacted me most is when he says that we should not fear anything on earth as we know we got God by our side .. so as the service ends and it ends wit the grand finale by having chc singapoer guitarist name POH doing the jumping .. hahah .. it was cool .. after the service we had photo section haha .. kinda poser wit my medal .. hehe .. of cuz la must posing abit ok.. keke .. i earn it alrite .. hehe .. well the photo section was great as u can see, i took a few pics wit my captain ball teamates ..hehe .. some of them juz borrowed to wear it .. wkaakakaka .. chill .. jk .. but its ok la .. got medal or not everybody is a champion to me .. hehe .. well thats all for now .. and as a gift to everybody reading this .. the last pic is for u all .. muacksssss !!! .. alrite then .. bye bye and take care ..

Man's Best Fren ~~ My Cute Oscar And I

2006-08-25T22:09:00.000-07:00

Writing this post actually makes me very happy becuz its about man best fren which is my dog name oscar .. well now he is nearly 2 years old and if you count it dogs age .. he is a teenager at the age of nearly 14 .. the purpose i write this post becuz he showed me something which is a good companion and protection towards the master .. becuz on that day after captain ball, i sprained my leg badly and went home with a victory heart and my mom was happy for my victory on captain ball but upset seeing me having a sprained leg.. so my mom told the maid to massage my feet and as i were saying that oscar my dog came and sit by my side seeing me having a injury and he tried licking my feet to make it feel better .. but obviously i stop it cuz it tickles .. hehe .. and another thing is that as my maid tried to my massage my feet.. my dog bark at her becuz he thought my maid wanted to do something to me .. so i stopped him and he continues to sit by my side throughout the massage.. from there i can see how much he cares for me when i needed someone or a companion.. well having a dog actually is good becuz there are always there for u.. i love u oscar !! .. hehe .. so feel free to save his pic if wan ya !!~~ hope u enjoy looking at the pic.. hehe .. so take care and God bless all..

Boys II Men - Baby I Miss You

2006-08-22T09:16:00.000-07:00

I've Been Feeling This Emptiness For Sometime
Trying Make Do
But My World Has Been So Crazy
Living Without You
I'm A Man Not Ashamed To Admit My Falls
Now That I Know
But The Only Thing That Matters Now
I Should Have Never Let You Go
So Every Night Before I Go To Sleep, I Pray
That The Lord Would One Day Some How
Send You Back My Way

Baby I Miss You
I Need To Be Back In Your Arms
I've Never Stopped Loving You
My Heart Is Where You Belong
Baby I Miss You
Before Heavan And Earth Pass Away
Lord Please Show Me What To Do
Tell Me What To Say
Cause We've Come Too Far To Let It Slip Away
Cause We've Come Too Far To Let It Slip Away

Couldnt Understand Many Things In My Life
And How Much You Meant To Me
Now I'm Prepared To Be Everything That A Man Is Supposed To Be
I Don't Wanna Be Alone No More
So Then My Heart Can Take It
Now The Day Has Past
Since You've Been Gone
That I've Thought That I Could Make It
Oh Baby
So Every Night Before I Go To Sleep, I Pray
That The Lord Would One Day Somehow
Bring You Back My Way

Baby I Miss You
I Need To Be Back In Your Arms
I've Never Stop Loving You
My Heart Is Where You Belong
Baby I Miss You
Before Heaven And Earth Pass Away
Lord Please Show Me What To Do
Tell Me What To Say
Cause We've Come Too Far To Let It Slip Away
Baby Don't Know What Else To Say Or Do
Its Hard To Get Through Every Night And Everyday
Knowing I Had You Walk Away
Its Killing Me Inside
Feeling So Strong I Can't Hide
So Lord Help Me Get Through Trying Times
I'll Do Anything To Have You Back In My Life

Baby I Miss You
I Need To Be Back In Your Arms
I've Never Stopped Loving You
My Heart Is Where You Belong
Baby I Miss You
Before Heaven And Earth Pass Away
Lord Please Show Me What To Do
Tell Me What To Say
Cause We've Come Too Far To Let It

Baby I Miss You
I Need To Be Back In Your Arms
I've Never Stopped Loving You
My Heart Is Where You Belong
Baby I Miss You
Before Heaven And Earth Pass Away

Well .. Hope That Very Special Person To Me And You All Like This Song As Much As I Do

Emerge KL 2006 !!!!!

2006-08-20T23:32:00.000-07:00

Ha..Ha.. Emerge!! Emerge!! .. its been a great weekend cuz emerge kl 2006 is here!!! and they are having tele match!!! .. haha .. well there is so many events on that day such as running on tracks, ironman, 100m, basketball, futsal, captain ball, slamdunk, 3 point shoot out and many more games .. hehe .. in this emerge 2006 tele-match in our church is divided to 4 clusters which is north, south, east, and west.. i was in the east cluster.. i join the captain ball because they needed ppl and also at first i wanted to join basketball but i couldnt becuz they already have a team there that is imported from outside .. and honestly speaking they are good and they won first place for the basketball category.. as for captain ball the team and i won first place too .. hehe not bad huh ?? keke .. we did so well in the game with full concerntration .. my position in the game is the blocker that blocks the opponent to pass the ball to the person that plays as a human goal .. actually .. i sprained my leg so badly during the game but i still played on cuz i wan my team and my cluster to win becuz my cluster on that day was the smallest compare to the rest but i still believe we can win .. the team and i make a target that we will gain points for the east cluster .. so without thinking of the pain, i played on wit all my best and my heart .. as u look at the pics that i shown u above .. yes we won the captain ball but i couldnt have done it wihtout the whole team... those are some of my teammates but the rest i couldnt get a hold to take the pic becuz of my sprained leg as i could not walk much .. well thanks guys for ur effort and spirit.. really appreciate it .. yeah i know i look very tan and dark inside the pic becuz the whether is so hot .. super sunny as usual right ?? .. hehe .. and theres one pic i took there is a girl that pose wit a peace .. hahaha .. karyn sesat .. hahahahhaha .. sry ya just kidding .. oh ya .. i also wan to thank evelyn group for selling drinks on that day .. SERIOUSLY .. without them i could have been dehyadrated becuz i forgotten to bring my bottle water.. hehe .. well overrall that was a great day and so much fun becuz we get to know more ppl .. the purpose of the tele match is not about winning but is to have unity and team work no matter lose or win .. cuz we still gain something very special which is friendship and trust in each other.. aiks.. not to forget my cluster WON first place among the rest of the team .. cool huh ? .. so the slogan i created is "kecik kecik cili padi" .. haha ... as our cluster is the smallest... hehe .. so emerge is great and the conference is on 29th-31st august this coming week .. so if ur interested .. do tell me ya .. put in the comment and i will get back to u aight ?? so take care and God Bless to all of u .. bubye ~~

Kai - I'll Be Loving You Forever

2006-08-20T22:12:00.001-07:00

I'll Be Loving You Forever
Deep Inside My Heart
You'll Leave Me Never
Even If You Took My Heart
And Tore It Apart
I Would Love You Still ... Forever

You Are The Sun
You Are My Life
And You're The Last Thing On My Mind
Before I Go To Sleep At Nite
You're Always Around
When I'm In Need
When Trouble's On My Mind
You Put My Soul At Ease
There Is No One In This World
Who Can Love Me Like You Do
So Many Reasons That I
Wanna Spend Forever With You

I'll Be Loving You Forever
Deep Inside My Heart You'll Leave Me Never
Even If You Took My Heart
And Tore It Apart
I Would Love You Still ... Forever

We've Had Our Fun
We've Made Mistakes
But Who'd Have Guessed
That Long That Road
We'd Learn To Give And Take
Its So Much More
That I Could Give (I Could Have Give)
You Make Loving You
So Easy For Me
There Is No One In This World
Who Can Love Me Like You Do
That Is The Reason That I
Wanna Spend Forever With You

I'll Be Loving You Forever
Deep Inside My Heart You'll Leave Me Never
Even If You Took My Heart
And Tore It Apart
I Would Love You Still ... Forever

And Girl I Prayed You Leave Me Never
Cos This Is A World Where Lover's Often Go Astray
But If We Love Each Other...
We Wont Go That Way
So Put Our Doubts Aside
Do What It Takes To Make It Right
Cause I'll Love You
Forever
No One Can Tear Us Apart

I'll Be Loving You Forever (Forever)
Deep Inside My Heart You'll Leave Me Never (You'll Never Leave Me)
Even If You Took My Heart (If You Took My Heart)
And Tore It Apart (Tore It Apart)
I Would Love You Still ... Forever (Forever)

This Song Is In Me .. And It Has Always Remain In My Heart All The Time

Funny Pics Or Gay Pics ?? hahaha !!

2006-08-20T20:49:00.000-07:00

Hahaha.. This post is definitely super funny aight .. hahaha .. i cant stop laughing looking at the pics and still laughing when writing this post .. hahahaha.. well this blog doesnt prove that we are gay alrite?? don get us wrong ok !!!?? its juz some guys doing crazy stuff thanks to our good fren here that juz finished his exam and decided to do it in my room .. haha .. these gay poses got many type that is cute , hamsap , sad faces and many more other poses .. haha .. kinda like gay posers in the making right ?? don do this at home wit ur fren that is the same gender aight ?? keke .. well there is one pic that is rare to get that is roy smiling cuz its super hard to get a smile of him in a pic but this pic i secretly took it without his notice .. wakkakak .. sry roy .. hehe .. and the funniest pic i can think of is the pic that is wit ilyas on top of roy .. that is the gayiest pic i ever seen ... haha ... bare in mind that they are not gay alrite .. juz a funny pic that they decided to take .. hahaha.. i am still laughing till now .. this post can make me laugh so much .. i believe that it will make u guys laugh too huh ? ehehe .. enjoy aight ?? haha .. take care ~~

Bro's Departure ... Gonna Miss You Kor Kor ...

2006-08-20T19:33:00.000-07:00

This post is definitely gonna be sad for me and my family ecspecially my mom.. well .. i still going to write it cuz this post is gonna be all about my beloved bro .. it was on a sunday after church service .. right after service i straight away skip lunch wit my cell group cuz i will be having lunch wit my family before my bro's departure .. we had lunch at overseas in subang parade .. my bro ordered alot becuz he definitely gonna miss all malaysian food .. cuz the place he is going which is London will not be having any of these food .. i mean there is but it will not taste as good right ?? .. hehe .. well its true .. we had a wonderful lunch before we move to our destinaton which is the airport .. it was sad.. becuz right after lunch as i can see everyone's faces juz quiet down.. i was driving but i can still notice the situation, i can see my mom praying for my bro's journey mercy and protection .. as i prayed wit my mom earlier so i guess she's praying the same thing in the car.. my sis wasnt really happy too becuz seeing the younger brother leaving, my bro ? well.. he definitely sad leaving us .. i can see his face wasnt happy at all.. as for me .. i am seriously so upset becuz for the past few days i stayed over my bro's place helping him out i can definitely see how he feels .. another thing is that my bro that cares for me so much eventho he doesnt show it .. but i can actually feel it that my bro's really do cares for me .. u wanna know how ?? i will tell u after this .. as i was saying .. when we reached the airport, my bro went and checked in .. and he actually told us that he bought a ticket in the business class .. its like WOW .. it is definitely not cheap .. 10k ++ .. we were shock but honestly my bro deserved it because he sacrifice so much for the past few years and he is so successful now .. i respescted my bro so much and i decided to follow my bro's footstep which is success in life .. becuz wats the point having fun now and suffer later right ? time to grow up right ? be responsible juz like my bro .. eventho he had so much fun and stuff .. he still fulfill his responsibility .. which i do not have it in the past wit someone so special to me that i always dissapoint her becuz i wasnt responsible at all and not setting my priorities right .. i learnt my lesson .. i got to make it up to it and learn to be one juz like my bro .. alrite lets get back to wat i was saying .. as my bro check in and its time to say goodbye and it was the saddest moment .. my mom was crying and hugging my bro and thats where my bro started to tears .. and also my bro frenz cried too .. and not to forget my sis and i tears too .. u know wat i experienced before seeing someone left me and watchin that very special person walk away and having me so much to say that i wanted to cry out so badly but i couldnt shed a tears becuz my heart was so much in pain and heartbroken .. well .. its ok .. i duno when my bro going to come back .. but i will always remember wat he told me .. and right now i will tell u why i said he cared for me alot .. its becuz before he left he told me this "Kenny, All I Wanted From You Is To Graduate And Come Out In Life" and "Sacrifice This Few Years And You Will Be As Successful As Me Or Better" honestly i went and hug my bro right which i don usually do that and this was in my heart wanting to tell him this "Kor, I Will Not Onli Come Out Wit A Normal Certificate That Is Black And White But Wit A Certificate With Flying Colours" but i didnt tell him this becuz i think its best to prove it first then tell him this .. but i know my bro believed in me i can do it .. really thank God for that .. well bro .. take care and God Bless.. Come back soon aight ?? .. Kenny a.k.a Your Younger Bro

Badminton Spree !!!~~~

2006-08-17T11:50:00.000-07:00

Well its been quite some time i didnt write anything in my blog.. i think i going to keep update and short either.. cuz i think these pics can actually explain alot of things right ?? .. hehe .. well as u can see the badminton is fun .. i am actually having so much fun as last time i wasnt interested in it at all.. well.. things change for the better right ?? hehe .. its helps to build up my stamina .. erm.. the ppl in my group is friendly as they take their time to teach me as i wasnt sure on how to play at first.. hehe .. so i guess right now .. i'm kinda good at it and can beat some of the members there .. well things gets better as there is my sis , bro in law becuz they brought me into badminton.. thanks alot ya !! .. and not to forget two of my best buddies got to join me too which is ilyas , chandra.. hehe .. we have lots of fun and funny moments such as smashing at each other .. head till toe anywhere u name it u got it .. hahahaha .. another part is that which is fun that is after the game we will go to SS2 to have a yum cha section and fellowship .. the fantastic five will chat and chat till 12 something as the badminton game ends at 11... well this game rocks cuz it closens my relationship wit my sis and bro in law .. hehe .. so everyone go play badminton also aight ?? CUZ ITS FUN !!!! .. well thats all for now .. more post will come soon .. haha .. ok la .. take care and God Bless ~~ Adios !!

Nothing Comes Easy As We Think And In My Life...

2006-08-16T08:47:00.000-07:00

A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared; he sat and watched the butterfly for a several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if had gotten as far as it could and it could go no further.

Then the man decided to help the buttefly, so he took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shrivelled wings.

The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment the wings would enlarge and expend to be able to support, which would contract in time. Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shrivelled wings. It never was able to fly.

What the man, in his kindness and haste, did not understand the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening were the nature's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready to flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.

Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life. If nature allowed us to go through our life without any obstacles, it would cripple us. We would not be as strong as what we could have been.

Gym Gym Gym !!

2006-08-16T08:44:00.000-07:00

well well .. finally started my first post in my blog .. becuz all out of a sudden decided to write something about me so i gonna make this my diary .. hehe.. so first i wan to share with u all is that i been attending gym lately (abit thinner i guess), .. hehe.. been very active cuz something motivates me maybe cuz alot of my old classmates, frenz and also my own family said i look bigger.. (Ouch) *sob* *sob* .. duno whether big in wat way? .. haha .. so decided to tell myself that i must be "FIT" again like last time or much better .. ha .. i know its gonna be hard cuz i like food but no matter wat i still got to do it .. hehe .. opps .. forget to tell u guys that the gym that i am going is Celebrity Fitness cuz my sis is a member over there and she gave me the free trial ticket .. hehe .. so my sis and i been very active but ecspecially my sis cuz her wedding is this coming october and she needs to fit in that pretty wedding dress that she chose cuz she needs to look her best on that big day.. but of cuz me too need to be fit and look good on that day cuz its my sister wedding and who knoes i might be the best man or maybe i might also give a speech on that day .. haha .. !! so happy about it .. cant wait !! .. so i guess this post is kinda short .. hehe .. thats all for now .. i wan to thank my sis for letting me on the free trial gym .. thinking of joinning too >.< .. thanks ya .. love u all and my beloved sis .. God Bless you all ~~